i am soooooo stupid.
how do i live without the one i love the most ?
this is so hard for me.... i can't do this.... i am all over the places.
my heart is torned into thousands of pieces, i can't see the way to sew it back together..
what do i do now ?
should i just die ? cuz i really feel like dying...
how come i become so stupid ???
arrrghhhh !!
how do i live without his messages ?
without his sweet words ?
without his smile n all his jokes ?..
what do i do when i miss his stories ?
what do i do when i miss his voice ?
what should i do now ?? what should i do ?????????
how can i erase the memories between us ?
it is saved so well in my head.. there's no way i can forget it..
ahh.. im so frustrated !
god, please give me strength..
show me a way to deal with this...
i'm sorry i hurt ur feelings. i'm sorry i can't keep my promises.
i know how bad u feel cuz it is harder for me.
i know crying won't help a thing but crying is the only thing i can do now as i have no one to talk to..
no one's gonna understand.. :(
but to be true, i dun want things to end like this.
i dun want us to end.
i love u so much.
