i know you'll be reading this. [ or maybe not ] but I'm writing this for you.
firstly, I AM SORRY. yes, i said SORRY.
I'm sorry for being stubborn, for being egoist tahap dewa.
I'm so sorry that ermm.. I didn't try to understand your situation. I've tried but I..... essh. You know me kan ?
do you miss me ? cause seriously, I MISS YOU so much !
I'm dying here dinda.. you know how hard it is for me to find friends that understands me right ?
do you know how lonely I am.. ? To not be able to talk with anyone ?
yeah, sure i have friends here. But, you know this ead...... keeping everything inside... still the old me kan ?
I'm tired.. I'm really tired yean..
I've been running alone. I'm running without you beside me. I'm running without you, Lala_1, Lala_2. It's been really hard. I thought I was okay with it, but I'm not. I don't know where I'm standing now. could it be that I'm actually falling instead of standing ? it's possible cause I can't even feel the ground.
How are you ? Make sure you're doing great.. do your best in your study ok ?
when you're rich later, please remember your promise ya.. $$$ haha. ;p
I hope to see the three of you in my next holiday. Make time for me ok ? Please, please, please ! huhu.
Forgive me !
So sorry that I haven't changed this bad habit of mine. Merajuk x tentu pasal. Still macam form 3 dulu kan ? gahaa.
I LOVE YOU.
you know i always do.
take care.
ohya, did you know i lost my 8g pendrive ? well, already bought new one laa... lol, not the point. hehe.
that pendrive kan got all our pics.. hilang sda smua. hurm.
did you know how sad i am about that ?
more than 1 week saya sedih.. mm. but no worries..
The memories stay in my heart forever.
p/s :
why, in all our pics, i will always be on the left and you're on the right ?
lol.