Tuesday, February 8, 2011

2 in 1.


I put on my clothes with my hair still wet. I took small towel and wrap my hair with it. We were texting and I was planning to call u.. Swear, I was. Suddenly I felt my head ache so bad. I can't stand it. Mo jalan g katil pun x sanggup. So I just lie down on Azie's bed and I didn't realize what happened after that. When I woke up, it's already 2030. Huhu. Sy x sengaja pun ):

Cytta, my younger sis phoned me just now. We chatted for about an hour.. I'm really happy. Lama sda x bercerita lama2 sm dia. Rindu ni.. I asked her whether she miss me or not, and she said she do. Hoho. Sedihnya I dengar. Dia pun cerita la about them there. Funny stories mostly. And we laughed. Rupanya, this is the laughter I was searching for. Laughter which can heal my pain. Ouh, c Ead mengarut sda, yea I know =.=" cytta asked me to phone mama. She said mama wonders why I seldomly call already.. It's not that I don't want to call, tp I'm afraid if I'll cry.. Haha. Cytta said " biasa la bhaa tu. Lumrah hidup bha menangis tu " and I just laugh. Ya, cytta is right. So what lah if I cry kan.. That's my mum after all.  And cytta pun cerita lagii.. Sy jeles sangat dengar cerita dia !!! And I cried.. I miss my mama soooo much.. Huhu. Cytta kc ketawa jaa since she always see me cry.. "sy x suruh ko nangis" she said. Then dia cerita la cerita2 yg funny lg. Dekat 1 hour gtu, she hung up la.

Emm. Mcm rasa ringan sikit dada ni. Tu la, when we miss someone, tell that person because it's gonna hurt us more to hold it inside..