No.one.was.born.stupid.

I feel STUPID. Seriouslyyy, ughh ! I want to study, but I can't motivate, I can't inspire myself towards that. Please my dear brain ! Work with my body ! Work with my heart.. I mean "heart", not the heart lubdup lubdup one.

Mid sem exam is very near now. I can feel the aching in my chest, oh so nervous ! Crazy nervous ! Gossh. If I get lower than my pointer last sem, I'll surely be veryverymuch disappointed. Disappointed in myself. Disappointed for being such a failure. A messed up girl who can't even do the right things for herself. Uggh. I don't want that !

Hussh ead. Take a deeeep breath. Everything will be fine, okay. Take it easy syg. Everything will be just fine.