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okay. 4 days of crying gave me a cute panda eyes. these days had been hard for me. Too much of craps disturbed my mind and the stress of the coming final exam gave me a total blackout. plus the few people whom been acting so annoyingly weird makes me wanna scream loud and slap 'em on the face.
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we sometimes need time for ourselves. to calm ourselves down and to get back on track.
I just miss my bestfriend. she'd been there for me all the time but I wonder have I done the same for her ? I should thank her for being such a listener to my whatsoever depression about every silly little things that happened to me.
I miss it when I cried and she just hug me and said everything will turn out to be okay soon. I miss it when she could make me smile and eventually laugh even when I am crying so bad. I just miss it having girl talk or I prefer to call it deep conversation with her. She is just amazing in this advising thing.
although now we're so far away from each other, she still is the one I will always seek whenever I wanted to cry. and that's what happened awhile ago. I can't help crying like a child to her whenever I feel hopeless and lost in this journey i'm in .
she taught me so much. and life seems to be colorful when I am with her.
ean, I always love you.
