a friend of mine.

" kenapa sm kau ? kau nda macam dulu lagii. sy tetaw la sy yang berubah, or kau yang berubah.. or apa.. tapi kau nda macam dulu lagi. Kau menjawab pun 'emm, ya' ja.. nda sporting lg. nda sudah macam kau yang duulu. kau oke ka ? "


yep, that's what a friend of mine said to me. and tears suddenly came rolling down my cheeks soon after he said that. His words really struck me. 


Maybe I'm just tired. 


There's a hole in my heart, waiting for something to fill it. and I know that the emptiness can only be filled when I see 'Ma's face. I miss 'ma. and 'Pa, and lil bro Ray, and the Monsters. and I miss our bed and sofa. I miss home. 


I'm tired. and I want my mum and my sister Cytta ! :'(
and I miss my bebeh.