My friend saw her gasping for air, and asked " kenapa dia macam tercungap-cungap ?" and I said "ahh, jangan bha cakap begitu". Yep, my friend was right, she was weak when I hold her, breathing heavily. I tried so very hard to keep her alive but she died in my hand anyway.
She arrived last night. about 2 am. together with his partner, but the partner died on the way to my house. Her partner was a present for me from a friend last semester. But since I went back to my hometown for the semester break and I couldn't bring him along, I asked the friend to take care of him. and the moment they went to send him back to me, he died tragically below the clutch of the car, just before reaching my house. SAD kan ? :'( I miss him terribly and all I got to see is a dead him. and she also did not manage to survive a day with me. ahh. maybe they do not want to be with me, that's why they're dead now. I'm so sorry babies. I'm sorry. RIP to both of you.
and also Bubu and Lala which I didn't even know were already dead all these while. :'(

