I want a bright day.

I've been typing, deleting, and re-typing words for almost half an hour. There's too much in my mind, but I can't put them into words. I'm so pissed off - explaining why would be the hardest thing for me to do now.

I'm upset - to my eyes, everything is just so wrong. Semua orang bikin panas. The more I do good to them, the nicer I treat them, the more they will step on my head. F that. I hate to admit that i know they are fooling me, like I don't know anything. who do they think they are making me feel like this ? They don't deserve my good side,  not even my bad side.They do not deserve anything from me, not even my anger. Anything from me - my emotion, my feeling, my attention- everything is only for those I love and those who worth to stay forever in my life. so F to the people who are not worth keeping in my life. 

Blame the PMS for my fast swinging mood ? maybe.